so ready to be done

Got a performance review today that was all over the place. Feeling more insecure about my work than ever. Feel like I'm busting my ass to stay afloat, often at the expense of my family, and it's never enough. Feel like I'm being scrutinized and I always have to look over my shoulder. So glad to be almost done and then fellowship. Meanwhile, got The Essential Dykes to Watch Out For for Chanukah from Yaakov, so that's been awesome. He's been reading it and finally gets it, though he thinks it should be called "Dykes for Whom to Watch Out," grammar-nazi that he is.